Today's sucky
Today would've been Mike and I's one year anniversary at 2:15 or at 2:05 forget which one. I dunno why it bugs me probably cuz of all the memories. I love Jeremy to death but it still hurts to remember everything we went through together and all the stuff we did together. All the laughs we had, places we went and all of our inside jokes. It sucks that he has this kind of effect on me. The memories hes made for me and stuff. And Jeremy keeps getting mad at me. I was just joking around with him and he got mad and wouldnt answer me then signed off so hopefully we wont fight and he'll stop being mad at me. Todays already a bad enough day. My stepdad decided to inform me that I'm fat and I have huge thighs and need excersize and all this other shit. And people wonder why I have low self-esteem. It really sucks and it sticks in your head so you begin to think everyone is lieing to you when they say "Oh your not fat and your not ugly". Anywayz thats pretty much all I have to say. I love you Jeremy <33333 to everyone else.