Jul 14, 2004 03:15
so yah...I have no idea what's goin on in the real world right now. The only tv i've been watching lately is insomniac music theater on VH1. It's the only thing on when i'm awake. My sleeping habit is all twek. it's kinda like the sun doesn't even come up anymore. reminds me of elton john and his sun song. depressing song. days are getting more and more boring everyday..or night. no one is ever awake and i feel like i'm the only one alive in the world. at 12-5 in the morning that is. so if anyone's awake at obscure times of the night be sure to call me. well today i talked to sarah. i hadn't talked to her in a while. she showed me pitures of her new house being built. she's planning on it being my home away from home so i'm excited. andrew tried to teach me how to play the guitar last night but i think he got frustrated since my fingers wouldnt reach. katie was here until 4 in the afternoon. we made brownies last night and smores. we roasted the mallow on my mom's stove. she told me to make her one while she was doing laundry and it caught on fire. i told her it was because it felt it rather burn then be eaten by her. i was jk of course. andrew was here to keep me company during my insomniac time. we laughed the whole time. i felt bad for katie trying to sleep. we heard alicia keys on tv exactly 4 times in one night. talk about them not caring about the people who cant sleep during nighttime. rude. sarah told me to go outside and tan with aluminum foil since i'm so white i'm never awake when the sun is out. she told me to tan like a roast beef and poke holes in the foil haha. i was going to but there was already no more sun out. that makes me feel depressed. maybe i'll try not to fall asleep tonight so that i can be up. people who stay online this late are cool. well, until they stop talking to you. and the best thing is that i have nothing to do but walk around drinking chocolate milk in my underwear. uhhh yay...yawn. i think i'm gonna get a job. andrew doesnt want me to since it would be harder for us to see each other, but i wanna roll in the big ones too. we went to HEB last night to pick up the smore stuff and we were at the register and he bagged the stuff. haha it was cute. he wasnt even working. sure does beat waiting around for a lazy ass bagger to finally figure out that we had like 7 items in whole and there was like no one working then. i wonder where they all were. of course i'm not talking bad about baggers since i understand its a lot of work, but there was NO ONE working. so kudos for andrew. i think i'm gonna stop updating around this time since its the only thing i have to do i start writing a book. so i'm gonna go walk around my house and lisen to the same songs over and over again on tv. night.
luvs.