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I don't understand how people who were once such good friends and so close can suddenly just stop talking to each other. Or how when one tries to get in touch with the other, the other so obviously just completely ignores all the futile attempts like the friend is nothing to be concerned with anymore. I really don't understand. It's like one day it was just decided that I wasn't worth her time anymore, that she didn't care about anything that had ever happened. Things seem to be going great for her, but I don't get to tell her how happy I am for her or hear about this new boyfriend she's so in love with, or know her plans for the future and everything she wants to do. I guess I'll always just be a bad weather friend.
I guess it does make a certain amount of sense. I never really felt good enough. It was always all her friends plus me, but we were so much alike and we never got in fights, I really don't know where it's coming from now. I feel like I've done something to completely make her hate me, and I didn't even know that was possible or what it could possibly be. I really thought she just liked me, but I guess since I didn't follow her to school like her other friends I just got left out.
I didn't want a replacement. I didn't want to lose a best friend. I guess that just goes to show me what's real and what's not. I should call Jennifer.
I guess it does make a certain amount of sense. I never really felt good enough. It was always all her friends plus me, but we were so much alike and we never got in fights, I really don't know where it's coming from now. I feel like I've done something to completely make her hate me, and I didn't even know that was possible or what it could possibly be. I really thought she just liked me, but I guess since I didn't follow her to school like her other friends I just got left out.
I didn't want a replacement. I didn't want to lose a best friend. I guess that just goes to show me what's real and what's not. I should call Jennifer.