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[poolgurl11]

Its 1 in the morning, I have 2 papers and an exam tomorrow, but I dont want to do them so I'm going to update. Went home with Cory last night. I was insanely nervous to meet his family and have to make a good impression. I had a really good time though. First, it was just good to get away from school for a little while. I didnt have to worry about school work, or school drama for an entire night. Cory's family was great. I talked to his mom the most, and even that wasnt very long. His dad I barely saw, and his sister was more interested in AIM than talking to her brother's girlfriend (but who can blame her, cant say I havent done the same thing). I wish I could have talked to them more, but I guess that'll have to wait til next time. Cory said his mom thought I was very nice. I'm off to a good start. We watched Anchorman and then went to see The Amityville Horror. It was a lot better than the original (which was one of the weirdest/most confusing/i was still scared movies ive ever seen). Explained the story a lot more, and Ryan whats-his-face was RIPPED! No joke, he was so buff...very sexy. I recommend it, it scared me, but I'd also say you should see the original just for kicks. We got back to Cory's house around 11, watched some Daily Show and then went to bed...which was wonderful! Cory has the most comfortable bed in the entire world compared to my effin squeaky bed here at school and my dinky bed at home. I havent slept so good in SUCH a long time. It was also nice just to have some real time with Cory. I feel like we're constantly surrounded by people, or when we're alone its only ever for an hour at most and we're always thinking someone's going to come bother us. I'm going to die this summer without him. We spend sooooo much time together here, its going to be a huge shock when we might have to go weeks without seeing each other. I dont even notice it, but thinking about it now we must spend at least 18 hours a day with each other...which is insane. You'd think we'd get sick of each other, and I guess we do sometimes, and that's where those other 6 hours are spent. Sometimes he frustrates me, when he's in a bad mood or something, but even at those times, when normally I wouldnt want to be with a person until they stopped frustrating me, I find myself letting those frustrations go just so I can be happy with him again. When Im good friends with a person, I usually like a good fight every once in a while. But with Cory, the last thing I ever want to do is fight, so I forget whatever it is that's bothering me so that I can enjoy his company again. This feeling is really hard to explain so I'm going to give up with it now. This week I think he's been disappointed in me cause he's done with all his work, and I've put all my work off until the last minute, so now I'm so busy writing papers all the time we cant spend time together when we want to. All I can say on that matter is that its his fault. The reason I'm doing all these papers last minute is because when I should have been writing them earlier in the semester I was using Cory as a distraction! I wish that we would have time where we didnt have to do any work. Like be at school for a week, but not have any classes. Or something like that. I feel like now theres always something else on my mind.
ARG! I'm just really frustrated right now and dont want to have to do anymore work!!! I HATE WRITING PAPERS!!! THEY SUCK SOOO MUCH!!! The thought of sitting here for another 6 hours and writing about stuff I dont care about makes me want to vomit. And I feel guilty for not spending any real time with my friends/Cory in our last week of school. Ok I'm just going to suck it up and get as much work as I can done tonight so that way tomorrow after my exams I can just spend time with people. There we go. Wish me luck...Im gonna need it with such a long night ahead of me!!!