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Im so super cranky. My mother is insane. Just insane. We have the same conversation every other day about how I suck. And when I told her Krow might visit in August (supposed to make her happy) made her pissed off. She was all "well be prepared for when he makes up an excuse and tells you to go there". Well Ma i like it there better. Well Erin he always makes up excuses about why he cant come meet me. Well Ma he is working 12 hour days 7 days a week. Ma starts making WA WA WA violen motion thing. Yea ma, who wouldnt want to meet you?
Why the fuck do I come back here every year? Well if we are able to build the cabin I want I can put all my shit in there and only visit her once a year. One day we are best pals and the next she is super psyco bitch.
OMG i am trying to hard not to smoke but that woman makes me want to smoke drink poke my eyes out and speak in tounges. I went downstairs to put my whites in the laundry and wasnt even back up the stairs all the way yet and she started again. so i turned around and went back in the basement until she stopped talking.
BUUUUUUT
I got to stand in the ocean today. I dont remember the last time I got to do that. I hate leaving the coast. Its like time stops when I am in water. Everything is better. Im going to need a bath tonight just so I dont attempt to bash my mom with an ironing board.
Why the fuck do I come back here every year? Well if we are able to build the cabin I want I can put all my shit in there and only visit her once a year. One day we are best pals and the next she is super psyco bitch.
OMG i am trying to hard not to smoke but that woman makes me want to smoke drink poke my eyes out and speak in tounges. I went downstairs to put my whites in the laundry and wasnt even back up the stairs all the way yet and she started again. so i turned around and went back in the basement until she stopped talking.
BUUUUUUT
I got to stand in the ocean today. I dont remember the last time I got to do that. I hate leaving the coast. Its like time stops when I am in water. Everything is better. Im going to need a bath tonight just so I dont attempt to bash my mom with an ironing board.