Jun 16, 2009 20:17
Your eyes went black with a sincerity, I was trying so hard to avoid, but with every glance I stole, You made sure I saw it.
And your words, they told of how the 'sparkle' in my eyes,
it fades when I find ways to make my self numb,and with each lie of apathy, I lose myself..
It's a truth I've been told a thousand times,
But your words are lingering, with a burning I'm not use to.
My body, it trembled, on the walk home,
as I fought the urge to turn around,
and confess to you my own guilt,
While fighting tears, my heart said you were right the whole time, but It's hard for me to admit that,
And I didn't want to show my weakness with the apology I knew you diserved,
The truth is though, I would rather feel weak, if it means that you would know how truly sorry I am.
..And You won't ever know how Thankful I am, for your brutal honesty,
and gentle way of making me feel important, despite my flaws.