i should b doing my homework ....
well this is weird .. i dont write in this anymore really but ...
Anyways My mom rememberd a few days ago that i (nearly 18) dont have a job and that she has gotten me a mobile speed pass - pays my tuition and car insurance feeds and clothes me annnd hands me spending money all the time ... damn it i had a good liek 4/5 month streek of her not realizing . Anyways it all ended liek 2 days ago n now she says i should b on "the job hunt" where teh fuck am i gunna work .. i dont wanna work - this sucks - Everything else is sweet tho lol - cept maybe my grades arnt very good n i have no excuse for that b/c i barley take any classes -
I decided im gunna go to NCCC next year n play soccer with laura this is all if she doesnt hate me liek it seems she does lately. We have a long weekend this weekend. it better b good mk im gunna go -
Nvm Gal Just showed me the drawings i told her to start doing in her Notebook - shes been drawing hand guns n bloody knives on all her math papers for liek 3 days now - we're gunna see how long it takes for guidance to call her ... this does not reconcile the fact that she calls me poopy ...
"Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind?
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you
Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?" John Mayer
Anyways My mom rememberd a few days ago that i (nearly 18) dont have a job and that she has gotten me a mobile speed pass - pays my tuition and car insurance feeds and clothes me annnd hands me spending money all the time ... damn it i had a good liek 4/5 month streek of her not realizing . Anyways it all ended liek 2 days ago n now she says i should b on "the job hunt" where teh fuck am i gunna work .. i dont wanna work - this sucks - Everything else is sweet tho lol - cept maybe my grades arnt very good n i have no excuse for that b/c i barley take any classes -
I decided im gunna go to NCCC next year n play soccer with laura this is all if she doesnt hate me liek it seems she does lately. We have a long weekend this weekend. it better b good mk im gunna go -
Nvm Gal Just showed me the drawings i told her to start doing in her Notebook - shes been drawing hand guns n bloody knives on all her math papers for liek 3 days now - we're gunna see how long it takes for guidance to call her ... this does not reconcile the fact that she calls me poopy ...
"Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind?
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose
Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you
Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?" John Mayer