Confused

[pookin]

I have felt many emotions in my life, depression, bliss, love, lust and many others... But I have never felt this one as strong as I have, I have never been this confused. I'm not even quite sure what I, myself want. Body and mind conflecting, having to keep myself bussy with little things to keep me under control.

I'll just have to wait for things to clear up I guess.