augh, someone please put me out of my misery!
AHHHHH! im just in one of those moods where all you want to do is scream "FUCK!" a million times and roll up into a little ball and die!
im in a bad mood.
a very bad mood.
first off, the more i think about it, the more im positive i didnt get a part in the fall plays. my audition: shmeh. but compared to everyone else, it suckeddd! he only had me read for one part, which isnt good since it seems like everyone else read like four! and which part was it? AHA! you guessed it: oriole. now dont get me wrong, its not a bad part, id love to play oriole, its just.... typical. you know. i have a feeling i'll be playing little girls for a long time! butttt i didnt even do that part well! so im just praying for A PART. whatever it may be. cause i know there were way too many good people there for me to get a descent role.
and the other thing thats really bothering me (and im not sure why): in american studies today, my group was assigned to do a PRO- BUSH, ANTI- KERRY commercial. and in case you didnt know, I'M ANTI-BUSH! (sorry aub!) and i didnt realize, but one of my friends in the group is verrrry pro-bush, so now i have to deal with her milking this project for all its worth. i just dont want to debate with her on every little thing. now, im trying realllly hard to be open-minded, but its very hard! :-( like, i was supposed to research anti-kerry stuff, and i just felt really weird doing it. i feel like im betraying kerry. (sorry kerry!)i mean, both canidates have their pros and cons, but i just.... i dont know. im in a bad mood.
anyway, im not looking for sympathy in any way, i just wanted to rant. ok, that feels better. im done.
im in a bad mood.
a very bad mood.
first off, the more i think about it, the more im positive i didnt get a part in the fall plays. my audition: shmeh. but compared to everyone else, it suckeddd! he only had me read for one part, which isnt good since it seems like everyone else read like four! and which part was it? AHA! you guessed it: oriole. now dont get me wrong, its not a bad part, id love to play oriole, its just.... typical. you know. i have a feeling i'll be playing little girls for a long time! butttt i didnt even do that part well! so im just praying for A PART. whatever it may be. cause i know there were way too many good people there for me to get a descent role.
and the other thing thats really bothering me (and im not sure why): in american studies today, my group was assigned to do a PRO- BUSH, ANTI- KERRY commercial. and in case you didnt know, I'M ANTI-BUSH! (sorry aub!) and i didnt realize, but one of my friends in the group is verrrry pro-bush, so now i have to deal with her milking this project for all its worth. i just dont want to debate with her on every little thing. now, im trying realllly hard to be open-minded, but its very hard! :-( like, i was supposed to research anti-kerry stuff, and i just felt really weird doing it. i feel like im betraying kerry. (sorry kerry!)i mean, both canidates have their pros and cons, but i just.... i dont know. im in a bad mood.
anyway, im not looking for sympathy in any way, i just wanted to rant. ok, that feels better. im done.