Just watched Supernatural S09E15...
The ending of the ep is especially brutal on my psyche because at that moment in time, I am Harry and bro is Ed. But instead of me leaving him, he left me. For Australia. For a one-year honours program. And possibly for good if he does well and gets accepted into a PhD program there. And continue to stay there and work there.
And I'm stuck here.
You know a guy for so many years, you start to think he's always going to be next to you. Like, when you're old and drinking on a porch, there's gonna be another rocking chair. And something happens, and you realize that other chair is gone. Empty.