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I can't stop crying. I don't want to go to college. There... I said it. I can't keep lying to myself anymore. I'm not excited at all... I'm pretty much dreading it. I'm dreading the stress, the lack of privacy.. everything. I can't do it. I can't grow up. It's not that I can't grow up... but I can't grow up without having certain people in my life.....
Julia + Tanya....
I can't imagine spending the next 4 years at UCONN without them. I feel like i'm going to be so lost without my two best friends. We're always together. We know each other inside and out. We're the type of friends that finish each others sentences.. and knows exactly how the other person is feeling without even asking. We always have the best time together, just the three of us. They're always there for me... and I guess I'm scared. Scared we'll lost contact. They truely are the best friends I can have. I love them with all my heart, and I don't want to leave them.
And Dan....
Dan fricken Lapierre. Figures as soon as I fall completely and madly in love with a person I have to leave them. I don't want to leave him.. ever. Not only are we.. well.. whatever we are, but I also consider him a best friend. He's always there to listen to me. Things are just so perfect for us right now. He is the only one that can make me feel so beautiful and confident about myself. When others knock me down he's always there to pick me up off of my feet. I love him. I love him so much it hurts that I won't be seeing him a lot. I know it's only an hour... but if it's up to me I would see him every day if I could.
This hurts. I hate changes.
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now.
Julia + Tanya....
I can't imagine spending the next 4 years at UCONN without them. I feel like i'm going to be so lost without my two best friends. We're always together. We know each other inside and out. We're the type of friends that finish each others sentences.. and knows exactly how the other person is feeling without even asking. We always have the best time together, just the three of us. They're always there for me... and I guess I'm scared. Scared we'll lost contact. They truely are the best friends I can have. I love them with all my heart, and I don't want to leave them.
And Dan....
Dan fricken Lapierre. Figures as soon as I fall completely and madly in love with a person I have to leave them. I don't want to leave him.. ever. Not only are we.. well.. whatever we are, but I also consider him a best friend. He's always there to listen to me. Things are just so perfect for us right now. He is the only one that can make me feel so beautiful and confident about myself. When others knock me down he's always there to pick me up off of my feet. I love him. I love him so much it hurts that I won't be seeing him a lot. I know it's only an hour... but if it's up to me I would see him every day if I could.
This hurts. I hate changes.
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now.