To Someone Special
To Someone Special...
I've watched you from a far and wished you were mine.
I had you and ruined it in no time. I pined for you, I cried for you.
You took me back but not ME just the parts you wanted at the time.
you said you wanted me when someone else lay in your bed.you said you loved me when you truly never showed it. you spent your time convincing me i was the only one you truly cared for as you whispered behind closed doors to the one who really held your heart.you asked the most important question of me that anyone could ask and i declined. most would say this makes me the horrible person.how can i agree to something that will tear me and you down to nothing in no time? I can't but how can i live with the regrets the longing for you. your touch, your smile, your eyes, your love (whether it was real or not) is all i ever wanted or want in my life. How can I walk away?how can i live without you. my heart is broken...i am broken....
I've watched you from a far and wished you were mine.
I had you and ruined it in no time. I pined for you, I cried for you.
You took me back but not ME just the parts you wanted at the time.
you said you wanted me when someone else lay in your bed.you said you loved me when you truly never showed it. you spent your time convincing me i was the only one you truly cared for as you whispered behind closed doors to the one who really held your heart.you asked the most important question of me that anyone could ask and i declined. most would say this makes me the horrible person.how can i agree to something that will tear me and you down to nothing in no time? I can't but how can i live with the regrets the longing for you. your touch, your smile, your eyes, your love (whether it was real or not) is all i ever wanted or want in my life. How can I walk away?how can i live without you. my heart is broken...i am broken....