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[pookiebear2]

so i feel the need for my own reconciliation to list something today.maybe a list just to remember them or maybe a list that will lead to action.i have been thinking about people i have hurt/lost and people who have hurt me. i don't like this feeling of knowing someone out there or some PEOPLE out there really don't like me.all of these things i regret are behind me and i really have changed as a person since then-or i'd like to think so. even if i haven't i would like to start new with this now.and for those who hurt me i am even willing at this point to get over it and move on simply because of the reflection i have had lately of my own mistakes and even if you never apologize i am letting it go as of now because i am tired of this weight on my heart. i am a caring and loving person and though it doesn't always show i have a lot of people i care very deeply for and some of you fall on this list. though most will never see this, i am making this list for me mainly.once again this is those who have hurt me AS WELL AS those i have hurt in no particular order and i am not specifying who hurt me and who i hurt...you know the truth.

Tal
John
Chris
David
Matt
Starla
Jordanna
Micah
Daniel
Joanna Y.
Joanna S.
Daniele
Josh
Kristin
Jill
Felicia
Sufia
Lexx
Becky
Tristan
Wes
Gina
Alex

Im done with it...its over. i don't want to think about any of these situations anymore, i just want to move forward from here!for those of you i've already reconciled with that's great but on this list are several people i miss/love who i need to get back in touch with and hope we can put things behind us. some of these people i will never reconcile with but i put on here as a sort of closure..i hate when things are the way they are but...they are lol.to those people goodbye and i hope everything is good for you.anyways,
so i start anewed!