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just a little update...
im working my tail off but loving it!
i talked to DANIEL KING!this is weird really weird!it was really good to hear from him though(slight feelings still linger...some)
i found an old friend on facebook who i haven't spoken to since we were like 10 and we talked for like an hour and a half and only got off cuz someone else called!lol!i love her.
im very content with the people im hanging around lately(blair,teresa,sara)but i am still wondering why some people have just frickin disappeared and wont answer me if their life depended on it!i didn't do anything to these people yet they aren't there.Jill?Lesley?Rachel?where are you?
other than the MIA friends im actually starting to be ok with things. i applied to get back into jeffstate and am registering soon and will be back in school taking just 2 classes come may 29.i went to the zoo yesterday.wohoo.lol.i rode a camel and saw a gorilla pee.lol.Melissa came home for a night from treatment night before last and it was really good to see her.i've been going kinda crazy without her!she willbe home thursday for good!yaay!!!!!!!!!!!!i didn't realize til she was gone how much i utterly just depend on her presence.lol.she doesn't have to do anything-just be here and im about 10x happier!i hate being by myself!i'm alone at work then i come home to an empty house...its kinda depressing especially when u have no significant other to be talking to.im definitely doing a lot better and am in a well content mood but have a faint urking on my insides.i have been around all these happy couples and searching on facebook/myspace for old friends and finding that they're all married/married with kids.what's wrong with me?why does noone want to even frickin date me?tired of being alone!maybe itll be better when my roomie gets home and i dont have a constant reminder of how ALONE i am.anyways im not going to dwell on this anymore.
adios
marisa
im working my tail off but loving it!
i talked to DANIEL KING!this is weird really weird!it was really good to hear from him though(slight feelings still linger...some)
i found an old friend on facebook who i haven't spoken to since we were like 10 and we talked for like an hour and a half and only got off cuz someone else called!lol!i love her.
im very content with the people im hanging around lately(blair,teresa,sara)but i am still wondering why some people have just frickin disappeared and wont answer me if their life depended on it!i didn't do anything to these people yet they aren't there.Jill?Lesley?Rachel?where are you?
other than the MIA friends im actually starting to be ok with things. i applied to get back into jeffstate and am registering soon and will be back in school taking just 2 classes come may 29.i went to the zoo yesterday.wohoo.lol.i rode a camel and saw a gorilla pee.lol.Melissa came home for a night from treatment night before last and it was really good to see her.i've been going kinda crazy without her!she willbe home thursday for good!yaay!!!!!!!!!!!!i didn't realize til she was gone how much i utterly just depend on her presence.lol.she doesn't have to do anything-just be here and im about 10x happier!i hate being by myself!i'm alone at work then i come home to an empty house...its kinda depressing especially when u have no significant other to be talking to.im definitely doing a lot better and am in a well content mood but have a faint urking on my insides.i have been around all these happy couples and searching on facebook/myspace for old friends and finding that they're all married/married with kids.what's wrong with me?why does noone want to even frickin date me?tired of being alone!maybe itll be better when my roomie gets home and i dont have a constant reminder of how ALONE i am.anyways im not going to dwell on this anymore.
adios
marisa