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I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling right now. I'm filled with excitement and happiness to start something new in my life. Even though I AM clear on those feelings...I really don't know what I am doing anymore. Is this what i want to do with my life?Will I make it to live my dream?I'm ready for something huge to happen and am turning to someone i haven't turned to in a long time to make that happen.I want to help people and show the beauty that is in everything with my photography.I want to make people aware of what truly is not just what they want to see.I want to create or at least help to create one miracle in my life.I want to stop thinking about if I am going to have money or if i really am going to have the health problems i am being tested for and start worrying about those who already have nothing.In order to do any of this I have to get out of this self- hating, anxiety driven, state I am in!I just want everything to move forward .....THE WAY I AM MEANT TO LIVE IT! I put everything in God's hands now.Something i have not done in a while, but something in me is yearning for it now!