Dec 11, 2007 03:05
can't make him happy!
don't know how to fix things.don't know what's wrong in the first place.can't make myself happy and am returning to old ways.opening up old wounds if you will.
scars now open and dripping out every ounce of pain i thought was long since gone.
i wish that contentment meant something to me...never experienced it but maybe one day....
if i only knew the right path!
missing those who mean most to me.
maybe something good awaits or at least something better.
~consumed by devastation