so...
A lot of endings, a lot of beginnings.
My childhood, teenagerism, time for fun: ends
My adulthood: begins
Schooling: ends
A career: begins
True responsibility: begins
True love: begins
Friendships: ends
Friendship: begins
Old life: ends
New life: begins
Old goals: end
New goals: begin
There are too many to list. Everything is changing. Some for the better, some not. It is scary, and exciting. Everything is going to change in a matter of months and it will NEVER be the same. Being so accustom to a lifestyle and then not so suddenly but it feels more like suddenly being completely ripped away from you and another throw at you like you’ve been prepared for it 10 years coming is hard to handle. I use to be in the state of mind of having all the time in the world, I don’t think that way anymore. Not that I have had to depend on other people a lot but I have learned now not to all if at all possible. I have learned friends come and friends go real ones will put up a fight and other will slink away pretending to be hurt but rejoicing within because they got what they really wanted, they just didn’t have the balls to get it themselves. I’ve learned not to trust anyone with my feeling. Other people don’t know how to handle any feelings but their own. When the feeling of someone other then they is placed in front of them they only make a mess of them and then walk away from the table leaving you the bill, and don’t forget about the tip either. True love and true friendship is hard to come by, if you find it, or already have it… hold on to it no matter what, but be damn sure it is what it is, a lot of look a likes are out there don’t let them fool you.
My childhood, teenagerism, time for fun: ends
My adulthood: begins
Schooling: ends
A career: begins
True responsibility: begins
True love: begins
Friendships: ends
Friendship: begins
Old life: ends
New life: begins
Old goals: end
New goals: begin
There are too many to list. Everything is changing. Some for the better, some not. It is scary, and exciting. Everything is going to change in a matter of months and it will NEVER be the same. Being so accustom to a lifestyle and then not so suddenly but it feels more like suddenly being completely ripped away from you and another throw at you like you’ve been prepared for it 10 years coming is hard to handle. I use to be in the state of mind of having all the time in the world, I don’t think that way anymore. Not that I have had to depend on other people a lot but I have learned now not to all if at all possible. I have learned friends come and friends go real ones will put up a fight and other will slink away pretending to be hurt but rejoicing within because they got what they really wanted, they just didn’t have the balls to get it themselves. I’ve learned not to trust anyone with my feeling. Other people don’t know how to handle any feelings but their own. When the feeling of someone other then they is placed in front of them they only make a mess of them and then walk away from the table leaving you the bill, and don’t forget about the tip either. True love and true friendship is hard to come by, if you find it, or already have it… hold on to it no matter what, but be damn sure it is what it is, a lot of look a likes are out there don’t let them fool you.