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man i am so tired. mi eyes hurt, i just had a chest x-ray, im hungry, im cold, i feel like shit, im lonely.. but im clean. loose jeans are really crappy after wearing girl's for so long. im lonely. alex's fone is fucking loud, it scared the crap out of me every time it rang this morning. i forgot arek was still in the room, i thought casey (sp?) was laura, and alex looked like a pillow. im really lonely. walks at night rock the world, but they aren't so good when you're alone. as soon as i get mi fone back, i can go on walks. ill just call maria and talk for hours, because im lonely. *sigh* no friday night for me, today is turning into a bad weekend. full of work, tears and no fun. but monday spells relief and love. fuck, i need to clip mi fingernails