Grr, argh.
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Today was actually pretty crappy. Apparently if I consume sugar consistently enough, I turn into Angry Bitch From Hell Who Wants to Kill Her Dog. Not fun. I'm better now that the toxins have had several hours to work out of my system, but it still hasn't been an easy day. Poor Bruno. I didn't hurt him or anything but I did get pretty mad at him on our walk. I'm actually quite ashamed of my behavior now that I've calmed down and returned to rationality. Sigh. Who would have thought eating a couple of cinnamon buns could be so damaging? (Though to be fair that was after a week of sneaking bits of chocolate and other sweet things, so it's not like this came out of the blue or anything) The downside is I've only got a week to detox before another hit: My family and I will be going over to Kimberly and Marcus's house this coming Sunday for a Christmas dinner, which is fabulous and exciting and absolutely delights me no end...but we're bringing them egg nog. Which is mind bogglingly delicious and chock full of sugar. At this point I may actually skip it and just put it off until New Year's or something. We'll see. There's a good chance I'll break down like the pathetic weakling I actually am and go for it anyway. The inherent shortness of life is becoming a very dangerous excuse.
I could go on, but I'm sure absolutely no one cares to know about the rest of my bodily problems, so I'll be merciful and spare you all that touching TMI moment. :) Aren't I nice?
Nothing much else happened today, actually. Joined a comm. Got mad. Stayed mad. Ate too much food. Collapsed into an unexpected nap that was almost two hours long. Watched a lot of TV. I guess my days can't all be winners.
P.S. I like Heroes. I've only seen one episode, have only a very faint idea of what the hell is going on, but I still really like it. Especially the Japanese guy. He cracks me up. I'm also really proud of the writers daring to venture outside the tired old formula of "America is the world." These people are literally from all over the world, not just the crappy old US of A. (Instead of being American actors with bad accents) Hurray!