our song is the way you laugh
Nothing has changed since my last entry, except maybe my attitude.
I met all the new girls at work. The two I've worked with more than one shift are REALLY nice. There is this one girl specifically, her name is Jasmine.. she has such a good attitude. We seem like minded. Very can do and positive. In a sea of negativity (that work as become lately) it's nice. One girl seems like she might have an attitude issue, but I am going to do my best to give her the benefit of a doubt and get to know her. I just really liked everyone we had before so I almost WANT to not like any of them... but that's not me. I still miss Charlie and Jess (and Dawn, believe it or not)...
School is going really good! I'm really enjoying it. I didn't go to class tonight though because it was raining. I know that's lame but I hate driving in the rain and I could really use a night off from everything (I worked this morning). I think if I use it wisely (getting school folders together, recharging, etc), it's work missing a class. I wrote the teacher an e-mail so hopefully it's cool... if not, oh well!
I'm going on a trip to my mom's in a little over a month (October 7th - 14th). I'm getting so excited. I through out the idea of doing a bike trip and my mom is really really into it.. so that's cool. She is going to get her bikes all ready (make sure everything is working properly) and we're going to do some bike trails or something. She mentioning something about a vineyard... fun! Drunk biking! :) I look forward to getting out of my world for a little bit.
Joe and I had a little chat at Chili's last night. I was tired and grumpy and he was sad over family stuff. We didn't fight really but I definitely had some things to say (and so did he!). I kind of felt (and feel) that our spark was fizzling. It definitely has to do with both of us being tired and stressed out... and we both decided to put more effort in. I know we both take crap out on each other. I feel like he does it more than I do but I'm sure he feels differently. This is kind of sick, but when I'm in a really really bad mood, I tend to say things just to see how he would react. It's sick.. and kind of funny.. but mostly sick!... maybe I should up my dose of prozac? lol
BTW I dunno if I said this, but I started taking provigil.... it's amazing.
I feel happy.. and relaxed. I want to remember this feeling. See ya.
I met all the new girls at work. The two I've worked with more than one shift are REALLY nice. There is this one girl specifically, her name is Jasmine.. she has such a good attitude. We seem like minded. Very can do and positive. In a sea of negativity (that work as become lately) it's nice. One girl seems like she might have an attitude issue, but I am going to do my best to give her the benefit of a doubt and get to know her. I just really liked everyone we had before so I almost WANT to not like any of them... but that's not me. I still miss Charlie and Jess (and Dawn, believe it or not)...
School is going really good! I'm really enjoying it. I didn't go to class tonight though because it was raining. I know that's lame but I hate driving in the rain and I could really use a night off from everything (I worked this morning). I think if I use it wisely (getting school folders together, recharging, etc), it's work missing a class. I wrote the teacher an e-mail so hopefully it's cool... if not, oh well!
I'm going on a trip to my mom's in a little over a month (October 7th - 14th). I'm getting so excited. I through out the idea of doing a bike trip and my mom is really really into it.. so that's cool. She is going to get her bikes all ready (make sure everything is working properly) and we're going to do some bike trails or something. She mentioning something about a vineyard... fun! Drunk biking! :) I look forward to getting out of my world for a little bit.
Joe and I had a little chat at Chili's last night. I was tired and grumpy and he was sad over family stuff. We didn't fight really but I definitely had some things to say (and so did he!). I kind of felt (and feel) that our spark was fizzling. It definitely has to do with both of us being tired and stressed out... and we both decided to put more effort in. I know we both take crap out on each other. I feel like he does it more than I do but I'm sure he feels differently. This is kind of sick, but when I'm in a really really bad mood, I tend to say things just to see how he would react. It's sick.. and kind of funny.. but mostly sick!... maybe I should up my dose of prozac? lol
BTW I dunno if I said this, but I started taking provigil.... it's amazing.
I feel happy.. and relaxed. I want to remember this feeling. See ya.