this is life
Exhausted.
I have to say something.. I'm not going to get into it but I just want to say how I feel so I go to sleep and be done with it. I love Joe.
With all of myself.
But it gets exhausting. I know that pain is apart of relationships (because it makes the good times just that much better) but it's still annoying.
The weirdest part is that I don't want to call him. Not because I'm mad at him, or even upset. I'm just exhausted by him. I'm just so tired. I can't deal right now I guess.. so I won't call.
period.
I have to say something.. I'm not going to get into it but I just want to say how I feel so I go to sleep and be done with it. I love Joe.
With all of myself.
But it gets exhausting. I know that pain is apart of relationships (because it makes the good times just that much better) but it's still annoying.
The weirdest part is that I don't want to call him. Not because I'm mad at him, or even upset. I'm just exhausted by him. I'm just so tired. I can't deal right now I guess.. so I won't call.
period.