ups and downs
Sometimes I think this semester is a roller coaster with highs and lows. There's obviously stress, feelings of inadequacy, absolute happiness and contentment, feelings of anger and frustration, feelings of unease, feelings of calm, and feelings of spinning wildly out of control. And it's only the sixth week! Don't worry, I won't tell you what has caused each of these feelings because 1. that would take a long time, and 2. there are some things that I just don't feel like discussing. Here's one thing to discuss, the constant feeling that there aren't enough hours in the day. Sheesh. I wake up at 5:30am MWF so I can get to the daycare by 7, after that I rush off to Parkway Elementary to do my case study for an hour, then it's back here for some serious homework time, a quick lunch break, more homework (since I have a freaking ton), band, dinner break, and either tutoring Dakota (he was HORRID this week, what else is new), a KKY meeting, or seminar. And after that I often have meetings. It's craziness. Thank goodness for fall break being this weekend, maybe I can get a bit of rest and relaxation. I know one thing, I will really miss Greg. We've had some really good conversations the past few weeks, and I honestly don't think I would be where I am right now without him. He keeps me grounded and sane (well, as sane as possible for me lol).
After the incident with my resident getting alcohol poisoning, I really wouldn't have been ok without him. For that, and everything else you've done for me, thank you from the bottom of my heart Greg. And thanks for letting me help you when you were stressed because it makes me feel like I might be doing some good once in a while. I'm not kidding.
My back hurts where I fell down the stairs. Ouch :( It could have been worse though, I could have broken something (dear Lord thanks for that not happening) or I could have fallen on a child, don't laugh, it might sound funny, but they were running all around me and that could have been disasterous.
So, the leaves are turning their beautiful colors, which means my absolute favorite part of fall is here. The problem is that they are falling already and it looks like fall will be quick because there is already snow predicted for this weekend. Where the hell did the nice weather go? Yesterday was absolutely beautiful, and the weekend is looking like crap more and more each minute. Hopefully it's not bad because I plan on visiting my grandmother this weekend like I promised I would.
Tomorrow night Rod Stewart will be performing on Dancing with the Stars, oh joy!! I'm not into his old rock stuff, but the old songs that he's redone I absolutely adore. Like, The Way You Look Tonight and those songs, oh I LOVE those kinds of songs. Hence the reason I adore Michael Buble, I really should get some of his music. I just think that music is so romantic and wonderful.... I'd love love love to just be in someone's arms and slow dance to the music. Wonderful wonderful!!! Don't roll your eyes, because I know everyone out there dreams of someone just turning on some slow song from back when Frank Sinatra was young, and just dancing with them. Or not even turning on the music, like in The Notebook, just dancing to no music in the middle of the street. Ok, not the middle of the street exactly, it could even be in your room, it's the action that matters. Adorable. I'm listening to Rod Stewart right now, that could explain this part of my post lol.
Well, I guess I should quit this little break and get back to my work.... oh how fun.
Later gators!
After the incident with my resident getting alcohol poisoning, I really wouldn't have been ok without him. For that, and everything else you've done for me, thank you from the bottom of my heart Greg. And thanks for letting me help you when you were stressed because it makes me feel like I might be doing some good once in a while. I'm not kidding.
My back hurts where I fell down the stairs. Ouch :( It could have been worse though, I could have broken something (dear Lord thanks for that not happening) or I could have fallen on a child, don't laugh, it might sound funny, but they were running all around me and that could have been disasterous.
So, the leaves are turning their beautiful colors, which means my absolute favorite part of fall is here. The problem is that they are falling already and it looks like fall will be quick because there is already snow predicted for this weekend. Where the hell did the nice weather go? Yesterday was absolutely beautiful, and the weekend is looking like crap more and more each minute. Hopefully it's not bad because I plan on visiting my grandmother this weekend like I promised I would.
Tomorrow night Rod Stewart will be performing on Dancing with the Stars, oh joy!! I'm not into his old rock stuff, but the old songs that he's redone I absolutely adore. Like, The Way You Look Tonight and those songs, oh I LOVE those kinds of songs. Hence the reason I adore Michael Buble, I really should get some of his music. I just think that music is so romantic and wonderful.... I'd love love love to just be in someone's arms and slow dance to the music. Wonderful wonderful!!! Don't roll your eyes, because I know everyone out there dreams of someone just turning on some slow song from back when Frank Sinatra was young, and just dancing with them. Or not even turning on the music, like in The Notebook, just dancing to no music in the middle of the street. Ok, not the middle of the street exactly, it could even be in your room, it's the action that matters. Adorable. I'm listening to Rod Stewart right now, that could explain this part of my post lol.
Well, I guess I should quit this little break and get back to my work.... oh how fun.
Later gators!