Medical bills are TEH SUCK
We got a bill from the pathology company for 1838.00....the insurance company says this amount should have been applied to the hospital bill....the pathology bill says that if the insurance doesnt pay it in 10 days we have to pay it....which is BS and now they want me to send in a Fax copy of the death certificate.....medical bills just add to my depression cause they are like a constant reminder of everything and it sucks butt....i mean it is bad enough that i cant even stand in Zachary's room more then 5 minutes without starting to cry.....i was in there trying to help chris get moved in and put stuff in the closet...i noticed Zachary's little shoes on the shelf and just started crying...i picked them up and i remembered the day i bought the shoes for him and he didnt like them at all and all the time i would put his little socks on his feet and he would reach down and start pulling on them to take them off and the time he started walking and would bring me his cup and all those moments just start flooding back....i mean even sitting here and writting this makes me start crying.....and my mom everytime i see her she asks are you going to clean out that room so jowers can move in....how many times do i have to say i dont want to....she says well kirk and the guys can do it....but I DONT WANT ANYONE TO DO IT....i dont want the room touched...i know it is nnoying and i know it is stupid but *sigh*