i am how you say in america, 'hardcore nigga'
i feel awesome. mostly. i just made irish brown bread. well, it's still baking, but i already feel accomplished.
best part? the only ingredient we didn't have at the house was guiness extra stout. i wanted to drink what was left in the bottle sooooo bad, but i was a good boy and gave it to justin. i'm gonna make it through the two weeks, even if it kills me.
i was so restless and bored earlier today that smoking a big bowl sounded like pure heaven, but instead i forced myself to do productive things like laundry, cleaning, homework, and taking care of a number of other things i've been putting off. i need to get back to moderation with the smoking; i don't think i realized how big a part it plays in my social life until i stopped. amy and i had a wonderful conversation about it the other night, and about how we don't like smoking with large groups of people, and how we want to do something, anything, than just sit around and watch stuff. i love kevin and brian to pieces, but when i smoke with them, about 85% of the time we just sit around staring at the television...i want to do things! i want to go on bike rides, walks, go painting, rock out to music, hell even just sit and listen to a record. smoking should enhance my life, not dull it.
it's weird who's supportive of me doing this and who's not. meh.
full pantry!
going to go check on bread. besides, i think there's noises coming from the other that suggest that i'm not the only one awake right now, and it's not something i want to hear :-p
best part? the only ingredient we didn't have at the house was guiness extra stout. i wanted to drink what was left in the bottle sooooo bad, but i was a good boy and gave it to justin. i'm gonna make it through the two weeks, even if it kills me.
i was so restless and bored earlier today that smoking a big bowl sounded like pure heaven, but instead i forced myself to do productive things like laundry, cleaning, homework, and taking care of a number of other things i've been putting off. i need to get back to moderation with the smoking; i don't think i realized how big a part it plays in my social life until i stopped. amy and i had a wonderful conversation about it the other night, and about how we don't like smoking with large groups of people, and how we want to do something, anything, than just sit around and watch stuff. i love kevin and brian to pieces, but when i smoke with them, about 85% of the time we just sit around staring at the television...i want to do things! i want to go on bike rides, walks, go painting, rock out to music, hell even just sit and listen to a record. smoking should enhance my life, not dull it.
it's weird who's supportive of me doing this and who's not. meh.
full pantry!
going to go check on bread. besides, i think there's noises coming from the other that suggest that i'm not the only one awake right now, and it's not something i want to hear :-p