Ahhhhh!!!!!!
I haven't posted in a long time. I think it is time to do it. I am so frustrated right now, it isn't funny. I can't handle being in my house right now. Everytime I am at home, I just want to either scream and yell or cry. I need my own place really bad. I don't know if I can wait until August, but I have to. I feel like I am being smothered. I knew that it would be really hard to live at home again after living away for a year, but up until the past couple of weeks, it hasn't been too bad. I think a big part of it could just be that I am stressed about a bunch of other things other than things going on in my home and it is just making everything else seem worse, but I don't think I can handle all this stress. I am going to end up getting sick. Normally I don't get stressed too bad. I did when I was younger, but then I learned how to deal with it, and now I hardly ever feel stressed.
Also, I thing Oswald is really mad at me. I don't know what I did to him, but he is giving me the silent treatment. If I go near him, he hides. I cleaned his cage today, and usually he gets excited when he gets back into his clean cage and rolls around in his sand bath and gets all clean, and then he squeaks at me so that I open his cage and then he crawls out and gives me kisses. But today when I went near his cage after he had his sand bath, he hid and would not let me touch him. That makes me really sad. He has no right to be mad at me because I didn't do anything wrong. Maybe I neglected him, but I have been busy and I can't help it. Oh, well. You can't please everyone.
Also, I thing Oswald is really mad at me. I don't know what I did to him, but he is giving me the silent treatment. If I go near him, he hides. I cleaned his cage today, and usually he gets excited when he gets back into his clean cage and rolls around in his sand bath and gets all clean, and then he squeaks at me so that I open his cage and then he crawls out and gives me kisses. But today when I went near his cage after he had his sand bath, he hid and would not let me touch him. That makes me really sad. He has no right to be mad at me because I didn't do anything wrong. Maybe I neglected him, but I have been busy and I can't help it. Oh, well. You can't please everyone.