Mar 13, 2006 22:39
Why do I trust people when they prove to me again and again that they aren't worthy to be trusted with even the smallest amounts of personal information? I don't understand it. When you tell somebody something like who you're attracted to, they automatically assure you, "Oh, I won't tell anybody! I promise! I swear!!" and then.. they go blab. They take it into their own hands to handle your romantic affairs, and they just screw everything up. I don't get it. If you're going to go tattle and blab everything, why not just be honest about it? Why not say up front, I'm going to go talk to ___ about what you told me, and find out how they feel about you? It's not like the person who told you who they like can just take the information back from you if you say you'll tell someone. Jeez. The world is full of complete idiots, and I'm one of them. I know my friends are blabbermouths, yet I feel like I need to have someone to confide in, so I place my trust in all the wrong people time and time again. Ever since Siera, the one person I knew I could trust, moved, I've been a complete wreck and making the most idiotic decisions ever. Naomi is the ONLY, and I mean the ONLY, person I completely trust anymore.
I need some new friends. A lot of mine really just... suck.