now that we have done it...
So Dave and I went to the mall and looked at rings. And now I found my perfect ring. I found another one as my second choice too in case they expire that one. But yeah...it made me super excited. However, now that I saw it, I want it. I want the ring and I want the meaning of the ring - the engagement. I knew there was a reason I shouldn't have done it. I mean gosh, we aren't getting engaged for at least a couple years. We won't be ready for a while - financially. It makes me super sad because I want to be with him. I wish I could. I wish I could get through those steps. I wouldn't want the ring early because then I will want to start planning the wedding. I'm in a tough spot! I'm being stupid I guess and rushing through life...but I love him!
I'm mailing off applications still. Everybody says they have no openings though. Why do I have a feeling I won't get a job here in Indiana? This really is getting rough. Will I gte a job in Indiana? God, what is your plan?
Okay that's all for now...be back later...