let's do some happy
Well, although I have been procrastinating like none other on these novels because they are tedious, I am still working hard on taking care of the world of applications. I love e-mailing superintendents and principals because they respond! I got a response from the superintendent for a district this evening and he seems semi interested in me. He loves the high school and college I went to. Major points there. Now if I can just get him to interview me and give me job...that would be great! I really need a job. Plus then I can be close but not too close so I have to live at home. Woohoo! That is my goal. However, how I will pay for internet and insurance and everything...yeah...no clue...kind of a problem. Maybe I can find a place that has it - except that's usually just a college thing. Grrr...I wish I could just do the other route I want to run...
....which I will touch on next...
my sweetie and I have been looking at rings. Not just I love you rings, but engagement rings. It's REALLY exciting and I really love doing it because it shows us preparing for the next step in our future together and shows he is really serious about us ...but then at the same time...I really have no idea what I am thinking. If we do decide to get married, it won't be for AT LEAST a couple years. We're not financially ready. I don't think we are emotionally ready - 100 percent anyway. I would say we are ready in some ways. We are ready to buy furniture and do chores together and everything, but other grown up things we may not be ready for - who knows, just a gut feeling. I wish we were, but I guess we aren't. I think I am more scared than anything. I really want to make sure we are right for each other. I don't want to rush and screw up. It's hard when you love someone not to go go go, but we're trying. Maybe...I don't know...maybe I should stop the whole looking at rings and talking about our future so I don't get all crazy about it and then it doesn't happen - whether it's for a long time or at all. I am just up and down all the time. :0( I just want to be certain about one thing that is happening in my life! Gosh dang it!
....which I will touch on next...
my sweetie and I have been looking at rings. Not just I love you rings, but engagement rings. It's REALLY exciting and I really love doing it because it shows us preparing for the next step in our future together and shows he is really serious about us ...but then at the same time...I really have no idea what I am thinking. If we do decide to get married, it won't be for AT LEAST a couple years. We're not financially ready. I don't think we are emotionally ready - 100 percent anyway. I would say we are ready in some ways. We are ready to buy furniture and do chores together and everything, but other grown up things we may not be ready for - who knows, just a gut feeling. I wish we were, but I guess we aren't. I think I am more scared than anything. I really want to make sure we are right for each other. I don't want to rush and screw up. It's hard when you love someone not to go go go, but we're trying. Maybe...I don't know...maybe I should stop the whole looking at rings and talking about our future so I don't get all crazy about it and then it doesn't happen - whether it's for a long time or at all. I am just up and down all the time. :0( I just want to be certain about one thing that is happening in my life! Gosh dang it!