this stinks

[poofysmiles]

So unfortunately I came to a bad realization. Something in my life has pushed me to the point of a low self esteem. My supervisor has degraded me so much that I have lowered my self esteem. I am afraid of saying anything to anyone for fear of getting in trouble. I always do something wrong (with a couple "supervisors" in my life actually) so I just don't want to say anything wrong so I've kept my mouth shut. Now it's messing with my relationship with my boyfriend. He's getting upset and paranoid because I'm not talking. However, I am not talking because I don't want to say something that will screw things up between us like I have felt like lately with everyone including him. I really love being with him and we never have problems. If there is ever a problem, it's involving something else, not something between us.

I just want to be my happy self again and not feel like I am always doing something wrong. I would like to know I am doing something right in my life otherwise I feel worthless. :0(