been a rough time
Things have been a little rough lately. First off, Dave's father passed away on Saturday. We had the viewing on Monday. It hit Dave pretty hard when we got there and saw him lying in the cascat. He lost his mom two years ago today. Now all he has left are cousins. I feel horrible for him that he lost both of his parents within a two year time span while he is only in his twenties. However, I will be there for him as much as I can. I know that all of our friends see him as family and will be there for him. In fact, I see him as family. This is the first time in my life I have felt this way. I have felt like my friends are part of my family before, but as brothers or sisters. With Dave, I honestly see this going somewhere beyond a college boyfriend. Most people will look at this and say, "Hey, this is only your second boyfriend." However, I'm very choosy about my relationships. I won't date just anyone. I have been through alot in my life, having me mature rather quickly and know what I want in life. I have met someone I really want to spend the rest of my life with. I don't care if we have lots or little money. All I know is I can see myself waking up next to him every morning for the rest of my life. We both love sports of all kinds, games, fun, random trips, etc. I really feel like I can be myself with him. I don't have to do exactly what he wants all the time. I can have my own life as well. We are quite perfect together though, and everyone tells us that.
Because of Dave's father passing away and having to deal with family stuff and work, I have been a little stressed apparently. I actually bit through my tongue during the evening and also broke two nails. Two things that are making me NUTS.
I am working the state tournament this weekend for the 12 and under softball girls. These girls play just as well as high schoolers sometimes. I had a rough night last night apparently with the fans. They were saying some bad things about me, but since they are required to sit behind centerfield, I didn't hear any of it. However, I will have that team again today so there could be a chance of me playing mean umpire today. It is great fun though!!!
Besides work I get to do stuff around the house and prepare for Megan's wedding in 8 days. I get to dance the night away with my sweetie and see two wonderful people start the rest of their lives together!
Well, that is all for now. I am sure I will update more later. Only three hours until I have to head to work!
Because of Dave's father passing away and having to deal with family stuff and work, I have been a little stressed apparently. I actually bit through my tongue during the evening and also broke two nails. Two things that are making me NUTS.
I am working the state tournament this weekend for the 12 and under softball girls. These girls play just as well as high schoolers sometimes. I had a rough night last night apparently with the fans. They were saying some bad things about me, but since they are required to sit behind centerfield, I didn't hear any of it. However, I will have that team again today so there could be a chance of me playing mean umpire today. It is great fun though!!!
Besides work I get to do stuff around the house and prepare for Megan's wedding in 8 days. I get to dance the night away with my sweetie and see two wonderful people start the rest of their lives together!
Well, that is all for now. I am sure I will update more later. Only three hours until I have to head to work!