update on life
So I am into the summer full swing now. Regular softball season is over. It was a great season. I am not sure I got that many games, but then I feel like I worked alot too. I had a couple weddings to attend plus vacation so it took so major nights away sometimes, which makes me sad. However, overall it's been pretty good.
My boyfriend and I are doing great. Officially together for over two months, but it feels like longer since we had been dating since January and had very few days apart until the summer. This is kind of stinking though seeing each other once or twice each month.
I have made some changes with friends in my life. I am closer with a few and more distant with others. I am finally learning to stand up for myself. I am not sure if that is a good thing or not. Everyone says it is when I do, but then at the same time I am scold for it, so I am a little confused. All I know is in some points of my life, I am much happier, which is something I really needed.
I have had to do a major breakdown during my college in order to get myself back to my happy state that I was in back in the day. I have had several things with my friends and family that pushed me to the edge so I let myself go to the bottom so I could start back over, and now things are so much better. My boyfriend sees the happy side of me. My true friends see the happy side of me. It's interesting. I don't think I smile as much as I used to, but everyone else still seems to see me as this overly happy person. That is definitely good because hopefully I can make someone else happy even if I am not at top notch happiness.
I have a month and a half until I start teaching. It's scary and exciting all at once. Vacation Bible School prepared me some because I learned how to handle 45 kids at once (with a little help from the leaders). Now time to really teach it up!
Well, that's all for now...more later...patience is a virtue...
My boyfriend and I are doing great. Officially together for over two months, but it feels like longer since we had been dating since January and had very few days apart until the summer. This is kind of stinking though seeing each other once or twice each month.
I have made some changes with friends in my life. I am closer with a few and more distant with others. I am finally learning to stand up for myself. I am not sure if that is a good thing or not. Everyone says it is when I do, but then at the same time I am scold for it, so I am a little confused. All I know is in some points of my life, I am much happier, which is something I really needed.
I have had to do a major breakdown during my college in order to get myself back to my happy state that I was in back in the day. I have had several things with my friends and family that pushed me to the edge so I let myself go to the bottom so I could start back over, and now things are so much better. My boyfriend sees the happy side of me. My true friends see the happy side of me. It's interesting. I don't think I smile as much as I used to, but everyone else still seems to see me as this overly happy person. That is definitely good because hopefully I can make someone else happy even if I am not at top notch happiness.
I have a month and a half until I start teaching. It's scary and exciting all at once. Vacation Bible School prepared me some because I learned how to handle 45 kids at once (with a little help from the leaders). Now time to really teach it up!
Well, that's all for now...more later...patience is a virtue...