am i there yet?
ok G-NA
i am finally here making an entry, HAPPY NOW??!!
i am glad the week is almost done. i am ready for some sleep. although i have a lot to do, well maybe a nap too.
today has been a rather long day for me. i am not used to mixing up the schedule.
i have had lots on my mind this week too. what else is new too... there is always a lot weighing on my mind.
home, work, pets, bills, love, sex, health you name it ...
home: what home? i live in an apartment. it is a nice aprtment, but i am already ready to move. i am bored with it. i cant decorate because my roomie whigs out about anything other than white walls. So.... never mind.
work: i need to look for another job, but i like the job i have... temp and all. i need benefits. the only drawback to working here are some of the people in this office. there are some great people here, and there are some that i would rather not deal with, although they have to deal with me. i am looking for a second job, but... i dont want too ...
pets: i love my kitties, really i do. i am just tired of the daily routines...
bills: enough said there... they get paid eventually ... like the day before the disconnection.
love: i have a lot to give, but nobody to give it too....
sex: i dont even want to go there.
health: my health is on a downward spiral right now.... i have no $$ no insurance and no Dr... i am out of my diabetes supplies and have little means to replace them with. i also have a few IMMEDIATE needs and cant do anything about it either.
car: one thing i do not have ... i havent owned my own car in 3 years. i share a car so i can get back and forth to work... but have no other means of getting around.
my bestest girlfriend g-na,is kind enuff to tote me from time to time...
when it comes to cars, i am so tired of being stung! it gets old and seems to happen to me no matter what... and the car repairs... gawd.... do they ever end???????????????????????????????????????
you only keep paying them to avoid a car payment....
speaking of friends, G-NA is the bestest friend anyone could ever ask for!
I called dr fuzzy about my immediate need and he is trying to help me out with that. he is supposed to call and leave me a message to give me the details. i just checked the vm and there wasnt anything yet ...
i have a headache...
i am hungry
i am thirsty
i am tired!
i am irritated
i want to cry so badly.....
i am depressed
i am anxious
i am bored
i wouldnt mind screeming either ..
i need a change... i want to get the hell out of this FASCIST country ... where would i go tho? i can think of a few places, but they dont want me either...
this typing is getting on my nerves!
good night!
i am finally here making an entry, HAPPY NOW??!!
i am glad the week is almost done. i am ready for some sleep. although i have a lot to do, well maybe a nap too.
today has been a rather long day for me. i am not used to mixing up the schedule.
i have had lots on my mind this week too. what else is new too... there is always a lot weighing on my mind.
home, work, pets, bills, love, sex, health you name it ...
home: what home? i live in an apartment. it is a nice aprtment, but i am already ready to move. i am bored with it. i cant decorate because my roomie whigs out about anything other than white walls. So.... never mind.
work: i need to look for another job, but i like the job i have... temp and all. i need benefits. the only drawback to working here are some of the people in this office. there are some great people here, and there are some that i would rather not deal with, although they have to deal with me. i am looking for a second job, but... i dont want too ...
pets: i love my kitties, really i do. i am just tired of the daily routines...
bills: enough said there... they get paid eventually ... like the day before the disconnection.
love: i have a lot to give, but nobody to give it too....
sex: i dont even want to go there.
health: my health is on a downward spiral right now.... i have no $$ no insurance and no Dr... i am out of my diabetes supplies and have little means to replace them with. i also have a few IMMEDIATE needs and cant do anything about it either.
car: one thing i do not have ... i havent owned my own car in 3 years. i share a car so i can get back and forth to work... but have no other means of getting around.
my bestest girlfriend g-na,is kind enuff to tote me from time to time...
when it comes to cars, i am so tired of being stung! it gets old and seems to happen to me no matter what... and the car repairs... gawd.... do they ever end???????????????????????????????????????
you only keep paying them to avoid a car payment....
speaking of friends, G-NA is the bestest friend anyone could ever ask for!
I called dr fuzzy about my immediate need and he is trying to help me out with that. he is supposed to call and leave me a message to give me the details. i just checked the vm and there wasnt anything yet ...
i have a headache...
i am hungry
i am thirsty
i am tired!
i am irritated
i want to cry so badly.....
i am depressed
i am anxious
i am bored
i wouldnt mind screeming either ..
i need a change... i want to get the hell out of this FASCIST country ... where would i go tho? i can think of a few places, but they dont want me either...
this typing is getting on my nerves!
good night!