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And so, sometimes i think whether it be a need for attention or just reassurance i start to make up scenarios or situations and worry about things that are the furthest from reality.. making issues out of nothing and just freaking myself out.. i don't really understand it.. but i know it cannot be a healthy thing.. haha - most of the time they are derived from issues of the past..
anyway. i have decided to not let things like this influence my mood or thoughts anymore. what is past is past, and whether it be good or bad, it has brought us to where we are right now, in the future.
and where i am right now is where i want to be.
so instead of focusing my energy on the past and dragging irrelevant issues into my life..
im going to look to the future, and enjoy each day as is comes.. !
with that said...
the spring semester (2009) just started yesterday..
i've only had two classes so far.. neither seem too bad..
one of my professors seems to enjoy speaking in a tone that puts me to sleep lol
but other than that you can tell he means well..
i have a news editing class tonight at 7:25.. that wouldn't be too bad, if it didn't end at 10:05..
i really am not sure how i am going to stay awake... but well see how that goes.
at least the bright side is that i will get home and crash then tomorrow i have two classes..
but then.. i get to go home and spend the night with charlie!
he really gives me something to look forward to..
something to smile about when i wake up in the morning,
or when i fall asleep at night =D
just thinking about him.. makes me happy.
( i love you babe )
i'm looking forward to this weekend.
friends from home, most of them are going to be around..
hopefully we will all do something.
( kill off the leftovers from the second 30 )
woo woo. even going to the movies..
or playing board games!
catch phrase, and cranium pop5 own your mommmmm!
ha, i can't wait.
i have had a recent addiction to HGTV, house hunters and whatnot.
love it.
makes me want a place of my own..
even if im sharing it...
with char, or our friends... not like random people like i am now..
i'm looking forward to that time in our lives...
but then i realize how badly i need a job, and i truely do want one..
but i don't know where or when it would be possible to get one..
between classes *(my schedule is pretty ridic)..
cheerleading (as usual).. even next year,
i kind of want to tryout for monmouth cheer next year..
but i need a job more than that..
whateverrr. ill worry about that when it comes.. ha
mm, i went to walgreens earlier..
to get lunchables and greentea <3 lunch of a champion! haha.
and there were a ton of aisles (2) of valentine's day stuff!
it kind of made me really excited..
i want to make something really romantic though..
er, maybe not so much romantic as sentimental..
probably gonna start on that.
and i know something else charlie wants..
hm, i actually just got a reallllly good idea on how to tie the two together!
ha, now i am really excited, not gonna lie..
maybe ill start on that tonight... before / after that class
well maybe not after..
because there is drama in the cheer world
*(as usual)
poor jen, of course it all comes up the first wednesday practice i can't go to..
ugh.
they'll work it out though, they always do.
especially this team.. they want it. you can see the fire, the passion.
i love it.
hmm. well im gonna go surf the web and see if there is anything that i can use to help me with my intensely crafty idea!
loooveeee ittt.
i love arts and crafts stuff, im a GEEK.
but i wouldnt have it any other way!!!
peace out cub scout!
anyway. i have decided to not let things like this influence my mood or thoughts anymore. what is past is past, and whether it be good or bad, it has brought us to where we are right now, in the future.
and where i am right now is where i want to be.
so instead of focusing my energy on the past and dragging irrelevant issues into my life..
im going to look to the future, and enjoy each day as is comes.. !
with that said...
the spring semester (2009) just started yesterday..
i've only had two classes so far.. neither seem too bad..
one of my professors seems to enjoy speaking in a tone that puts me to sleep lol
but other than that you can tell he means well..
i have a news editing class tonight at 7:25.. that wouldn't be too bad, if it didn't end at 10:05..
i really am not sure how i am going to stay awake... but well see how that goes.
at least the bright side is that i will get home and crash then tomorrow i have two classes..
but then.. i get to go home and spend the night with charlie!
he really gives me something to look forward to..
something to smile about when i wake up in the morning,
or when i fall asleep at night =D
just thinking about him.. makes me happy.
( i love you babe )
i'm looking forward to this weekend.
friends from home, most of them are going to be around..
hopefully we will all do something.
( kill off the leftovers from the second 30 )
woo woo. even going to the movies..
or playing board games!
catch phrase, and cranium pop5 own your mommmmm!
ha, i can't wait.
i have had a recent addiction to HGTV, house hunters and whatnot.
love it.
makes me want a place of my own..
even if im sharing it...
with char, or our friends... not like random people like i am now..
i'm looking forward to that time in our lives...
but then i realize how badly i need a job, and i truely do want one..
but i don't know where or when it would be possible to get one..
between classes *(my schedule is pretty ridic)..
cheerleading (as usual).. even next year,
i kind of want to tryout for monmouth cheer next year..
but i need a job more than that..
whateverrr. ill worry about that when it comes.. ha
mm, i went to walgreens earlier..
to get lunchables and greentea <3 lunch of a champion! haha.
and there were a ton of aisles (2) of valentine's day stuff!
it kind of made me really excited..
i want to make something really romantic though..
er, maybe not so much romantic as sentimental..
probably gonna start on that.
and i know something else charlie wants..
hm, i actually just got a reallllly good idea on how to tie the two together!
ha, now i am really excited, not gonna lie..
maybe ill start on that tonight... before / after that class
well maybe not after..
because there is drama in the cheer world
*(as usual)
poor jen, of course it all comes up the first wednesday practice i can't go to..
ugh.
they'll work it out though, they always do.
especially this team.. they want it. you can see the fire, the passion.
i love it.
hmm. well im gonna go surf the web and see if there is anything that i can use to help me with my intensely crafty idea!
loooveeee ittt.
i love arts and crafts stuff, im a GEEK.
but i wouldnt have it any other way!!!
peace out cub scout!