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Apr 15, 2010 20:17

I think my opinion of what are considered to be "big tits" has been skewed by years of viewing pornigraphy.
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My mom got a cal from her agent a day or two ago for a shoot today.

She will appearing as a grandmother who falls down Saturday on The Wanda Sykes show.
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Yesterday I was in the back working on my bikes when Danika told me through the kitchen window that I might want to come in and say goodbye to Thelma.

Thelma is our dog, the last remaining. Her sister Louise died a week after I left from block leave going back to Georgia before deploying to Iraq(September). Poche died a month after I left to go to Fort Benning after Christmas exodus last year(February, he was 12).

Thelma is 16... maybe a year older or younger.
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I went inside to see Denise and my Mom crying sitting on the floor with her.

'Yikes' I thought.

So I sat with them and we petted her and loved her as best we could.

She had peed and thrown up and was having a hard time getting up they said. And was making the same wheezing noises that Louise did before she died.

We sat for a while and My Mom and Danika had to go to school for something.
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All three dogs were outside dogs. They've begun to have Thelma inside as she is almost completely blind and is completely deaf.

When this move occured Thelma took a liking to My Mom and follows her everywhere.
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So naturally when they left for school Thelma perked up and started looking for my Mom.

And she's fine.

I took her outside and she ate some chicken carcass(a chicken I had cooked to perfection I might add)

And she's fine still today.

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I dont know what it was that made them think "This is it" and besides she's old as fuck. One day, she will in fact die.
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I've never understood people's reactions to death.

Maybe Im a robot.
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This is our last dog. And the only one that I have the chance to be around for her "passing".

And yet she was never mine.

She was always the other dog.

I loved Louise. And Poche was mine, my big dog.

And I wasnt around for their deaths.
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I wanted to see their bodies, posed in death. Maybe I could glean some information on their final thoughts. Were they happy in finishing?
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I may get to see Thelma in such a way, and perhaps that will bring closure to what has been a wonderful life with dogs.
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