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Mar 29, 2003 16:41

I've finally finished cleaning the house and JM has gone to run an errand. He has managed to spend at least $300, maybe more, from my visual guestimate of all the food in the fridge for out housewarming tonight. I don't even know if anyone is coming. Well, put it another way, I don't know if anyone I'm really fond of and into getting to be better friends with is coming. In grad school I had a tight little group of friends, but in the real world, that's harder to pull off as people's priotities and interests shift. I've been suffering the blahs again and I think it's because I'm feeling sort of disconnected from people. I know it's a bi-product of spending the last month exclusively with house guests and JM, but it's a little harder than I'd like to actually reach out to people. And even then, I'm not sure that I have enough in common with or an ability to connect with the people who are available to me. I can see why JM wanted this housewarming now so badly--I think he's feeling disconnected too and this is sort a quick and dirty way of reasserting to our friends that we're here and we want to play too.

Now, if I fucked up and didn't invite you to this, please feel free to call the house at 415-431-7455 for more info. It's cheese fondue and appetizers, so come.

living at home, state of mind

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