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It's really weird how some people are just suddenly gone from your life. The ones that have always been there, always just seem to show up. i dunno. It's really sad to see alot of people go, knowing they may never be part of your life anymore. But that's hot it goes i guess, new people will not replace them but take their spots.. and then theres the few.. who you'll never forget. heh- one of those things where theres a million thoughts in your head and none of them make sense in words. ehh whatever.
We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep--it's as simple and ordinary as that. A few jump out of windows...and most of us, the vast majority, are slowly devoured by some disease, or if we're very fortunate, by time itself. There's just this for consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem against all odds and expectations to burst open and give us everything we've ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) knows these hours will eventually be followed by others, far darker and more difficult. Still we cherish the city, the morning; we hope more than anything for more.
We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep--it's as simple and ordinary as that. A few jump out of windows...and most of us, the vast majority, are slowly devoured by some disease, or if we're very fortunate, by time itself. There's just this for consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem against all odds and expectations to burst open and give us everything we've ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) knows these hours will eventually be followed by others, far darker and more difficult. Still we cherish the city, the morning; we hope more than anything for more.