dejavu
so alots been going on latley.. and i really have not updated in like forever but that okay
ive been really stressed out latley theres too much pressure on me to succed in this house cause no one else has and it pisses me off. i hate it
and my dad has blown me off for the past two weekends and its starting to aggravate me.. and i hate ppl and ppls moms.. idk they piss me off
me and jerra have been hanging out with so many different ppl and doing tons of things and its been a greattttt time.. and i love everyone that we hang out with. ive had a great start to a great summer i can already tell.
but then i had to go and realize that i miss somone a whole fucking lot.. and idk what it is but i cant like ne one else cuz theyre not him.. i hate it but i love it.. its crazy its never taken me this long to get over ne one in my entire life. kinda sucks, cuz i kno that ive screwed up royaly.. and ive already lost him and i waited way too long and the timing has passed and its just done and overwith so now i guess its up to me to move on. sucks.. theres nothing more i can do.. i just want to hang out with him.. reall bad.
whatever
cant wait for the 1000 islands with jerra its going to be soo much fun. were going july 11 for 5 days.
and this weekend i believe were going to sunset bay.. or next weekend either or. dont kno yet i guess its up to justin and the boys to see when they all wanna go.
well im gunna get going now i have to study for my global exam for 2morro. going to fail it if i dont.
<3 Steph
ive been really stressed out latley theres too much pressure on me to succed in this house cause no one else has and it pisses me off. i hate it
and my dad has blown me off for the past two weekends and its starting to aggravate me.. and i hate ppl and ppls moms.. idk they piss me off
me and jerra have been hanging out with so many different ppl and doing tons of things and its been a greattttt time.. and i love everyone that we hang out with. ive had a great start to a great summer i can already tell.
but then i had to go and realize that i miss somone a whole fucking lot.. and idk what it is but i cant like ne one else cuz theyre not him.. i hate it but i love it.. its crazy its never taken me this long to get over ne one in my entire life. kinda sucks, cuz i kno that ive screwed up royaly.. and ive already lost him and i waited way too long and the timing has passed and its just done and overwith so now i guess its up to me to move on. sucks.. theres nothing more i can do.. i just want to hang out with him.. reall bad.
whatever
cant wait for the 1000 islands with jerra its going to be soo much fun. were going july 11 for 5 days.
and this weekend i believe were going to sunset bay.. or next weekend either or. dont kno yet i guess its up to justin and the boys to see when they all wanna go.
well im gunna get going now i have to study for my global exam for 2morro. going to fail it if i dont.
<3 Steph