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so im officially pissed off to the edge.
you.. i only have a few things to say cuz im prolly not going to talk to you again cuz your pissed off at me for being your friend.. whatever you want. listen. all you ever used to talk about is how everyone in NT is stupid all they ever do is drugs and all this shit about how you could never come back.. how could you do that to yourself.. i just want to let you kno.. jerra just sat here and cried.. cuz not only did her cousin AND her unlce kill themselves from drugs.. but now she knows that somone whom she cares and loves alot.. not only does drugs but hurts herself also.. then i read your livejournal.. i couldnt even handle it ne more.. but your not gunna care cuz its not either of our business.. but i guess we were wrong for wanting the best for you.. but whatver if you dont want top be my friend ne more bcuz you would rather do drugs.. then go for it.. theres no stopping you now.. once you start your not gunna stop. i hope you look back on all of this and regret it.. i kno your so much better than this.. and if me saying one sarcastic commment to you pissed you off that much i can only imagine how much this is pissing you off.. and im really glad to know that i make you want to do fucking E thats just great.. but whatever.. go do it.. be like everyone in NT. thats the cool thing to do now a days. and anyways. why would you want me as a friend ne ways.. i cant get you drugs like E or Coke. and dont even say that "well you never call me, we never hang out, were not even friends ne ways" first of all im not gunna call to hang out with you if i never think that you actually wanna hang out with me.. and you hardly ever call me either so thats gunna make me think that even more. now you kno how i feel when you freaked out at me and we completely stopped being friends in 8th grade cuz "i was a druggie".. i dont kno what to say to you anymore.. theres no stopping you now.. do all the E and all the coke that you want.. and make sure you call me when your 20 to tell me where you ended up.
im going home later tonight.. whatever.. i have freaking practice everyday this week besdies tuseday.. i dont kno how im gunna do it.. but i have to.. i dont kno i guess i can handle it.
Friday, kennys house what freaking AMAZING.. well in the beggining me and jerra were kinda wishing that we went to als house instead.. but then it became sooooo much fun.. hah the cops came everyone got scared.. all because somone went to another house thinking it was kennys and tried to open the door and the footsteps came back to kennys house.. we all thought we were in trouble for the party. ahaha.. it was great.
Yesterday.. ahahah lets not even go there.. lets see lke 15 dudes were planning on a sausage party.. then invite three girls and dont get any.. lets just say they get pretty damn cranky. but we all had fun anyways.
today was an okay day.. not too bad besides a few things but whatever.
kk im done
<33 Steph
you.. i only have a few things to say cuz im prolly not going to talk to you again cuz your pissed off at me for being your friend.. whatever you want. listen. all you ever used to talk about is how everyone in NT is stupid all they ever do is drugs and all this shit about how you could never come back.. how could you do that to yourself.. i just want to let you kno.. jerra just sat here and cried.. cuz not only did her cousin AND her unlce kill themselves from drugs.. but now she knows that somone whom she cares and loves alot.. not only does drugs but hurts herself also.. then i read your livejournal.. i couldnt even handle it ne more.. but your not gunna care cuz its not either of our business.. but i guess we were wrong for wanting the best for you.. but whatver if you dont want top be my friend ne more bcuz you would rather do drugs.. then go for it.. theres no stopping you now.. once you start your not gunna stop. i hope you look back on all of this and regret it.. i kno your so much better than this.. and if me saying one sarcastic commment to you pissed you off that much i can only imagine how much this is pissing you off.. and im really glad to know that i make you want to do fucking E thats just great.. but whatever.. go do it.. be like everyone in NT. thats the cool thing to do now a days. and anyways. why would you want me as a friend ne ways.. i cant get you drugs like E or Coke. and dont even say that "well you never call me, we never hang out, were not even friends ne ways" first of all im not gunna call to hang out with you if i never think that you actually wanna hang out with me.. and you hardly ever call me either so thats gunna make me think that even more. now you kno how i feel when you freaked out at me and we completely stopped being friends in 8th grade cuz "i was a druggie".. i dont kno what to say to you anymore.. theres no stopping you now.. do all the E and all the coke that you want.. and make sure you call me when your 20 to tell me where you ended up.
im going home later tonight.. whatever.. i have freaking practice everyday this week besdies tuseday.. i dont kno how im gunna do it.. but i have to.. i dont kno i guess i can handle it.
Friday, kennys house what freaking AMAZING.. well in the beggining me and jerra were kinda wishing that we went to als house instead.. but then it became sooooo much fun.. hah the cops came everyone got scared.. all because somone went to another house thinking it was kennys and tried to open the door and the footsteps came back to kennys house.. we all thought we were in trouble for the party. ahaha.. it was great.
Yesterday.. ahahah lets not even go there.. lets see lke 15 dudes were planning on a sausage party.. then invite three girls and dont get any.. lets just say they get pretty damn cranky. but we all had fun anyways.
today was an okay day.. not too bad besides a few things but whatever.
kk im done
<33 Steph