Stuck
I really am.
Have not written any decent dictionary entry for a whole week now. I'm just doing bits here and there and it does not seem to work much. Very tired, too, despite not straining myself much. Sleeping feels like falling into deep waters and waking up reminds me of trying to swim up to the surface and almost reaching it - only to plummet down again. I guess I should not have rescheduled my doctor's appointment, but honestly - I did not feel I could manage. It sounds extremely silly, though, not going to see a doctor because you don't feel well enough to handle the appointment. I will have to try and act more like and adult. Someday.
However, still managed to have some beautiful moments, especially yesterday evening: I was napping a bit when Dana came home from work. She cuddled next to me and we were just lying there, holding each other and watching the dusk. I guess that was one of those moments you just want to last forever. Cats are cute, too. And my professor wants me to take over one of his lessons the week after the next or so. I can't help feeling flattered.
I keep planning to make inarizushi, but failing to actually do so. Had wonderful sushi on Valentine's Day - normally, I am not a great fan of fusion rolls, but I found out I really liked the combination of tuna, crab cream and avocado (also had lovely chirashi which - among other delicious stuff - included a giant shrimp). Dana gave me wonderful pink roses, but cats took care of them (toppled the vase), so they don't look as great as before. Still lovely, though.
Also, can't get Bengara kōshi out of my head. It's very distracting - but rather beautiful, too.
Have not written any decent dictionary entry for a whole week now. I'm just doing bits here and there and it does not seem to work much. Very tired, too, despite not straining myself much. Sleeping feels like falling into deep waters and waking up reminds me of trying to swim up to the surface and almost reaching it - only to plummet down again. I guess I should not have rescheduled my doctor's appointment, but honestly - I did not feel I could manage. It sounds extremely silly, though, not going to see a doctor because you don't feel well enough to handle the appointment. I will have to try and act more like and adult. Someday.
However, still managed to have some beautiful moments, especially yesterday evening: I was napping a bit when Dana came home from work. She cuddled next to me and we were just lying there, holding each other and watching the dusk. I guess that was one of those moments you just want to last forever. Cats are cute, too. And my professor wants me to take over one of his lessons the week after the next or so. I can't help feeling flattered.
I keep planning to make inarizushi, but failing to actually do so. Had wonderful sushi on Valentine's Day - normally, I am not a great fan of fusion rolls, but I found out I really liked the combination of tuna, crab cream and avocado (also had lovely chirashi which - among other delicious stuff - included a giant shrimp). Dana gave me wonderful pink roses, but cats took care of them (toppled the vase), so they don't look as great as before. Still lovely, though.
Also, can't get Bengara kōshi out of my head. It's very distracting - but rather beautiful, too.