I feel it's certain I will burst...

[pony12453]

I was almost sure I wasn't dreaming. That wasn't the scariest part. I couldn't breath, I couldn't think, and I was shaking.
The worst was that I couldn't disappear. The energy that I felt was like being alive and being dead all at the same time.

It's times like tonight that make me want to leave this place and never ever come back, because I don't want to remember.