crazy people are right on
crazy people are right
crazy people are right on
they're so off they're on
they're so off they're on.
i don't need to sleep or eat
i smoke a thousand cigarettes
these days are so nurturing
i like saying yes
and watching you take
our futures are so separate
i couldn't help it at all
i'm not attractive today
(backwards day/how i wish i had this not on cassette/today is sh*t soup/craving someone like cigarettes)
workin on a saturday. was so tired yesterday could not work. was here, but couldn't get anything done. came in at noon, left at 5. went home. slept for 16.5 hours. tired today also, but not so terribly. need to get out of here though. i can always come back at night. i want to start painting today. the priming part at least. it's gonna be so great to paint over all that dark blue green. better than the actual color-painting part, i think. especially because i'm indecisive and whatever color i choose i'm gonna think about nothing but all the other colors i could've chosen. all week i've been leaning towards green. but then, i woke up last night and in the middle of that 16.5 hour sleep (after hour 2 and before hour 3), i went through all my paint chip/strips/whatever and my inspirational pictures (ha!) and just found myself craving red. and then starting having these feelings of disgust everytime i tried to visualize a green room. so. it might be red. blazing blinding flaming red. i don't know. i'm going to go to the hardware store in an hour. so. i guess this is it. decisions rule/suck.
had a crazy/busy/social week and a half. things are slowing down. i'd rather it burn.
crazy people are right on
they're so off they're on
they're so off they're on.
i don't need to sleep or eat
i smoke a thousand cigarettes
these days are so nurturing
i like saying yes
and watching you take
our futures are so separate
i couldn't help it at all
i'm not attractive today
(backwards day/how i wish i had this not on cassette/today is sh*t soup/craving someone like cigarettes)
workin on a saturday. was so tired yesterday could not work. was here, but couldn't get anything done. came in at noon, left at 5. went home. slept for 16.5 hours. tired today also, but not so terribly. need to get out of here though. i can always come back at night. i want to start painting today. the priming part at least. it's gonna be so great to paint over all that dark blue green. better than the actual color-painting part, i think. especially because i'm indecisive and whatever color i choose i'm gonna think about nothing but all the other colors i could've chosen. all week i've been leaning towards green. but then, i woke up last night and in the middle of that 16.5 hour sleep (after hour 2 and before hour 3), i went through all my paint chip/strips/whatever and my inspirational pictures (ha!) and just found myself craving red. and then starting having these feelings of disgust everytime i tried to visualize a green room. so. it might be red. blazing blinding flaming red. i don't know. i'm going to go to the hardware store in an hour. so. i guess this is it. decisions rule/suck.
had a crazy/busy/social week and a half. things are slowing down. i'd rather it burn.