The Big Move
I thought moving to Frederiksen Court would make things better, that I wouldn't have memories of Trevor surrounding me anymore. I was wrong. Feelings of missing him have come rushing back like the day we broke up. I just keep wishing he were here and could see my new place. The last thing he said to me keeps ringing in my ears over and over again: "I'm... breaking up with you. No one deserves that. So, bye." How sudden and straight forward! No explanation or anything.
Then a few nights ago I remembered how he worked almost every night of the weekend and that even if we were together he wouldn't be here anyway. So it really isn't that bad. Yeah, I miss the great times we had, but I can also think of some great times I had with Marcus and even Owen. There are plenty of other guys like them or better. If I've found love twice, I can certainly find it again.
"If love were a God, I'd be agnostic and you'd be atheist."
-- Jen (talking to Dylan)