What am I getting myself into?
Wow, it's been forever and a day since I last made a post. I don't know why I suddenly want to write again. I guess I figure if I find this when I'm fourty, I don't want to my last few entries to be as depressing as they are. And I may not remember this relationship I'm in right now.... scratch that, I won't forget.
Trevor McGraw. Whether he thinks so or not, has changed my life. Out of the three years Marcus and I dated, I was unhappy for two of them. As independent as I am, I didn't think I needed a boyfriend to be with all the time, but it's such a relief to be out of that relationship even though I wasn't expecting to meet anyone. Dating Owen might have been a mistake. It ruined our friendship and now it's awkward hanging out. But on a lighter note, I'm glad I met Trevor. I was far from ready to date again and didn't even want a boyfriend, but even if Trevor and I break up now, I know there are better guys out there and Marcus is not the one for me. My favorite part about our relationship is how he can make me laugh even when I don't want to. We have the same sense of humor, which is hard to find. Not even Marcus understood my sarcasm. It's nice to see each other every other day, but neither of us are extremely clingy so I don't feel smothered. I'm so happy! Having a boyfriend is actually fun again.