oh boy.
so.. lots of new stuff.
last.weekend.was.A.trip.!
talked to .ex. boyfriend.
[for the first time since our last date.] =0
yeehhhh.. so. [{(?)}]
that was confusing.
Im looking for something to be there again, but there is nothing left.
it seems almost like a completely drained relationship.
its really horrible to realize that terms have come too this.
And how it will never be how it was before.
At least im alot more over it {it meaning=him[ex]>.}.
[in a few ways iam, but in a few ways not so over it].
& the closure i grasped was in good company. ++
since now that we're talking again im remembering all those
good times that we had. & i remember our last date more
than anything. & maybe it was better off never talking too
him again. But im deff not going to be the girl i used too.
So i have to be strong, & not give into this.
By the way.. i have a lovely current boyfriend. ♥mike♥.
&we've been thru pretty much hell this last week trying to figure
out where our true feelings are placed.
(since me and my ex are talking again.)!.
ahhh. lemme tell you writing all this shit down is such
a relief. =]
anywhoo. ill update soon.
VanDuzen party last weekend was prettty awesome,.
yay for like 286595322 beer kegs of miller high life. & keg stands!
& shout out too francesca whom I saw again.
I FUCKING LOVE HERR!!
we need to hang out more often.
,,,, seriously.
luvvvv, apryle.
last.weekend.was.A.trip.!
talked to .ex. boyfriend.
[for the first time since our last date.] =0
yeehhhh.. so. [{(?)}]
that was confusing.
Im looking for something to be there again, but there is nothing left.
it seems almost like a completely drained relationship.
its really horrible to realize that terms have come too this.
And how it will never be how it was before.
At least im alot more over it {it meaning=him[ex]>.}.
[in a few ways iam, but in a few ways not so over it].
& the closure i grasped was in good company. ++
since now that we're talking again im remembering all those
good times that we had. & i remember our last date more
than anything. & maybe it was better off never talking too
him again. But im deff not going to be the girl i used too.
So i have to be strong, & not give into this.
By the way.. i have a lovely current boyfriend. ♥mike♥.
&we've been thru pretty much hell this last week trying to figure
out where our true feelings are placed.
(since me and my ex are talking again.)!.
ahhh. lemme tell you writing all this shit down is such
a relief. =]
anywhoo. ill update soon.
VanDuzen party last weekend was prettty awesome,.
yay for like 286595322 beer kegs of miller high life. & keg stands!
& shout out too francesca whom I saw again.
I FUCKING LOVE HERR!!
we need to hang out more often.
,,,, seriously.
luvvvv, apryle.