Dec 26, 2008 23:09
I get so fucking depressed around the holidays. It fucking sucks and of course I bitch and whine about it here so I seem really whiney...which pisses me off...but if I don't do it here...where can I do it?...I don't know why this time of year always gets to me...I think it's that I look around at my sisters, and they all got married...to great guys...and All I can seem to find are losers, wanker, scumbags, or morons...or a little of all of them...I just don't know what to do any more...I've given up on looking for anyone...someone will have to fall into my lap...otherwise they will have to fall into my lap, 'cause I'm through looking.