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I have been extremely busy lately, usually i don't like to be busy but that has changed this year. Actually a lot of things have changed this year. I miss doing softball. I can't help it. When I see the team doing batting practice I can't help but feeling depressed. I love the sport so much, but when i used to play last year I would always come home pissed off-we had a lot of bitches on our team who would do things like spit in their palms before shaking the other team's hands. yay for sportsmanship! Plus the coaches were "meh."
However, track is sweet. Something new that I have yet to find a rhythm for, but i already find myself improving. The first day was hell...then the soreness...and now i'm starting to gain more endurance. I cannot describe how rewarding it was for me to make it through the workout this morning without stopping, taking a break, succumbing to asthma, or getting a cramp. I AM SO PROUD. Plus once i come home i'm all happy instead of bitter like when i used to play softball. My legs are tingly...
This weekend should be fun, it is sad to say that i'm actually excited to work on my 20 page english essay. :-D I'm gonna go dig up some dirt as to why the school's plaques were taken down a couple years ago because my topic is on censorship. Should be fun! Next week i get to interview Mrs. DelForge, Hurwitz, and Mrs. Minihan among others. Good stuff, I get to use a taperecorder and everything.
Last night was cool, went to benjello's house to help with their english commercial thingamabob-ended up playing spoons, watching sam drool, baking cookies, watching AI, and in the end we played cranium. All well and good but I was sleepy so i left early.
This has been a long entry but i feel like venting. Having a livejournal is more like writing for myself rather than for my peeps.
So I like junior year. Stressful with all the tests and stuff but socially it has been fun. I don't think i am as shy as I used to be, i really think more outgoing now. God i used to be incredibly shy it was almost silly (i'm talking about middle school and maybe freshman year). If i was not in my clique i was lost and wouldn't talk to anyone. Cliques were fun for a little while, but they truly do suck. I remember being intimidated if someone from a different group tried to talk to me. Things have changed a lot since then. Being a social floater is much more fun. I think since I've gained more confidence I can be friends with anyone and not give a shit. It felt so nice the day I got back from florida to get greetings from a wide range people whom normally wouldn't have realized that i was gone.
I love my friends!
However, track is sweet. Something new that I have yet to find a rhythm for, but i already find myself improving. The first day was hell...then the soreness...and now i'm starting to gain more endurance. I cannot describe how rewarding it was for me to make it through the workout this morning without stopping, taking a break, succumbing to asthma, or getting a cramp. I AM SO PROUD. Plus once i come home i'm all happy instead of bitter like when i used to play softball. My legs are tingly...
This weekend should be fun, it is sad to say that i'm actually excited to work on my 20 page english essay. :-D I'm gonna go dig up some dirt as to why the school's plaques were taken down a couple years ago because my topic is on censorship. Should be fun! Next week i get to interview Mrs. DelForge, Hurwitz, and Mrs. Minihan among others. Good stuff, I get to use a taperecorder and everything.
Last night was cool, went to benjello's house to help with their english commercial thingamabob-ended up playing spoons, watching sam drool, baking cookies, watching AI, and in the end we played cranium. All well and good but I was sleepy so i left early.
This has been a long entry but i feel like venting. Having a livejournal is more like writing for myself rather than for my peeps.
So I like junior year. Stressful with all the tests and stuff but socially it has been fun. I don't think i am as shy as I used to be, i really think more outgoing now. God i used to be incredibly shy it was almost silly (i'm talking about middle school and maybe freshman year). If i was not in my clique i was lost and wouldn't talk to anyone. Cliques were fun for a little while, but they truly do suck. I remember being intimidated if someone from a different group tried to talk to me. Things have changed a lot since then. Being a social floater is much more fun. I think since I've gained more confidence I can be friends with anyone and not give a shit. It felt so nice the day I got back from florida to get greetings from a wide range people whom normally wouldn't have realized that i was gone.
I love my friends!