Feb 07, 2005 02:28
My heart hurts.
its late, and conversations are getting stale.
the light is stinging my eyes and i think that the tears may also be a factor.
Judas the fish died tonight. He confessed his sins to the bowl and jumped!
My heart hurts.
Have i already mentioned that?
I feel real lost about where Im supposed to be, or who it is thats supposed to be walking next to me. And I know you can't really get all indepth with futuristic things of such, but its starting to weigh heavy on my heart the decisions Ive made recently.
I make the most retarded decisions about things, and yet compensate for it by telling myself that its ok because Im only 20 years old and its allowed, but I'm forgetting that I still have feelings and that they are important...
I just feel real lost right now....
real ly lost...
He broke my heart, my grace is gone. Give me one more drink, and I'll move on.