Anyone Anyone?

Jan 22, 2005 22:53

i'm not sure of anyone, anyone.
but i've got plans.
i'm not asking for everything, but sure i could use a hand.
get a little anxious sometimes, you'll be gone and i'll be left behind.
get a little nervous sometimes, it'll be my cue and i'll forget my lines.
get a little lost look and some staring from the corner of my eye.
never really mastered disinterest.
i can't see how the way that you leave me yellow makes us curse? i must be out of touch.
i won't ask you to give up on the things that seem to keep you gone, but i could be gone too.
feel a little sorry sometimes, your not here when i am writing.
feels a little awkward sometimes, you won't talk but we're not fighting.

you hold onto your secrets, and i'm not privy to what is on your mind.
but i can't help but feel tired. so tired. so tired. so tired. so tired. so tired.

Things are beginning to become the best they've been. Happiness consumes me becuase I am cleaning and listening to DMB and just doing what I do best...ME TIME.
Im excited about sleep tonight, I'll be honest. I just hope it comes.

I'm sad about a phone call I've been waiting around on....But isn't that EVERY girl? Aren't we always pretensious about something or another? Except, this isn't you're ordinary "he said he'd call andd didn't" routine...There is just something special about this segment that leads me to want more. I just want it to all come together if it's supposed to. It would seriously be a fairy tale story..I can see this...I feel it in my ribs. I have so many special things I want to share with him but I can't see how this could ever be.
Maybe its because I know that he'll appreciate the imperfections i instill, and isn't that the best part? yes....yes it is...

Sweet sweet man...."its crazy how Im thinking that I know that the world is round.....is this real, or am I dreaming?"

I know this is all a bit vauge, but a I have to have some shadyness to live by, or else I'd be plastic just like everyone else....

And we can't have that....

No no...

we can not......

"DEFENSE IS PAPER THIN"
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