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today is another shit day. whyyy? i dont know. i swear i need fucking drugs or something. ive never done them... but i need something to get me out of this stupid depression i seem to fall into so much lately.
mother is cooking broccoli and it smells bad
im debating whether i should go to adams tonight, he is having people over.
but im not in a people mood. father just asked me if he could put the dog in here and i told him i was going to take a bath and he said im not going anywhere... i know that he doesnt mean that because father always says that... but it just made me want to cry. gah seriously what the shit is up with my emotions lately.
i feel alike a fucking thirteen year old who just gets depressed because she will never meet the backstreet boys. well i guess that is kinda true cuz i will never HUMP nikki sixx ... ha. im such gaylord. anyways ..
this is me being gay... TAAADAAAAA
tomorrow is easter.. bleh.. oh and i get to hang out with BOBZ which will make me happy
mother is cooking broccoli and it smells bad
im debating whether i should go to adams tonight, he is having people over.
but im not in a people mood. father just asked me if he could put the dog in here and i told him i was going to take a bath and he said im not going anywhere... i know that he doesnt mean that because father always says that... but it just made me want to cry. gah seriously what the shit is up with my emotions lately.
i feel alike a fucking thirteen year old who just gets depressed because she will never meet the backstreet boys. well i guess that is kinda true cuz i will never HUMP nikki sixx ... ha. im such gaylord. anyways ..
this is me being gay... TAAADAAAAA
tomorrow is easter.. bleh.. oh and i get to hang out with BOBZ which will make me happy