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so i was thinking about my recent emotional breakdown and finally realized what it was.
last school year it was all too new. i was still too scared and annoyed to care.
this summer i lived ina a fantasy land. i hung out all day and didnt have to think about anything.
once school started again, life became so real again. it finally hit me. so then i freaked out. and after i freaked out and exercised for the last week, i guess i realized that im insane and have to deal with that.
haha. i love lj. i also love that no one reads it, because i cant talk to people, but i can talk to no one.
last school year it was all too new. i was still too scared and annoyed to care.
this summer i lived ina a fantasy land. i hung out all day and didnt have to think about anything.
once school started again, life became so real again. it finally hit me. so then i freaked out. and after i freaked out and exercised for the last week, i guess i realized that im insane and have to deal with that.
haha. i love lj. i also love that no one reads it, because i cant talk to people, but i can talk to no one.